It's pretty obvious I am not a fan of my parents. I don't call them unless I have to discuss something with one of them. My mom called me out on that yesterday. She got all butt hurt. I gave no sympathy. I appreciate my parents and what they have done for me. I love my parents. I don't like my parents. When I think of them I fell dread, distain, angry, and annoyed. my mom said " please don't come home until things are different between us. It hurts too much." Talk about a kick in the stomach. This is exactly why I don't like talking to them, I am perfectly happy and then they ruin it. I just want to take care of me. I love my extended family but for some reason recently, I have no desire to talk to my sister, my mom, or my dad. I want to have a good relationship with them and be all happy with them but I'm like resent my parents and am bored of my sister I don't know why. I know I'm being awful but for some reason I don't care and it's almost purposeful.
Things are kind of coming together, I have several job applications out and I'm meeting with a lawyer on monday to discuss the warrant for my arrest. I'm kind of afraid, what if he is obligated to turn me in?
Thank god for the weekend i'm going to drink and rage all this bullshit away!
B.O.B and Sean Kingston are performing at CSU on the fields tonight!! Can't wait! And then tomorrow is the rams pointe pool party, which is basically like something you would see on mtv's spring break. It gets crazyyy! Here's a video from last year's party:
It's gonna be siiick. Then tomorrow night my friend Candace is going to be here!!! She's on her way back to hereford from vegas so it's going to be crazy to have one of my friends from home actually be here! So excited.
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